I Love My Boyfriend's Best Friend

When I first started dating Richard, he was nice. He seemed like an intelligent, pleasant guy , and we used to talk for a long. But as we talked more, he began pressuring me. 

He would say, I never have seen a beautifull Angel like you. He started loving me offcourse. So, I finally agreed. 

He began inviting me to meet his friends and sometimes hang out with me. I went to a few social gatherings which included myself, Richard , Richard's best friend Mike. But, before long, I was seeing Richard and Mike many a times. We all were good friend's. 

So, I was online one night and saw that Mike was, too. We were good friends once but it was not liked by Richard , but still I thought that I would talk with Mike. He was good friend of Me ,

 So I figured I would  say "Hi.." and get to talk him. We started talking.

We talked for about 2-3 hours, late into the night. I was mesmerized by him, not only his substance as a person, but he was kind, wildly intelligent, open-minded, accepting, and dynamic. I was also surprised to find how much we had in common. 

I was happy to have found a friend that I had so much in common with , who was such a nice person.

We talked Online, of course.  Mike and I would chat a little online in between and sometimes on the phone too.Only when I contacted him, of course, he never contacted me. 

He still only talks to me when I message him first, but he does keep the conversation going just as much as I do. Two days later, we had another chat.

We joked and talked about ourselves, our past, various topics. Half way through the conversation, I found myself giddy. I had abandoned everything I was doing just to listen and converse with him. 

As the the butterflies started danced in my stomach, I suddenly thought to myself, dreamily, “Ooh, I really like him..” 

Then I thought, Richard loves me weather to talk with Mike or not? 

I was a bit tensed.

As time goes on, I find myself more and more wrapped up in Mike. 

When I get home from work, it's Mike I want to talk to. 

When we're all hanging out, it's Mike's voice that makes me smile and my stomach flip.

When I'm alone, it's Mike who I'm thinking about.

When I'm lonely, it's Mike's face I want to see.

I need advice. Should I talk with Mike ?? Should I breakup with Richard ??

A big thank you to everyone who took the time to read my story!!

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